I think I know why I have been avoiding home recently.

Because when I’m at home, especially here alone as I am now, is when I take the time to let my mind analyze everything. And all of my coherent thoughts alone like this right now take a turn for the, well… depressing. It really is an obvious conclusion.

I didn’t go to work today because I just didn’t have it in me.

I hate these funks. With a passion.